So I was told to get a blog spot and here I am! Lol. Yeah, so this is my new blog spot, pretty cool, indeed. Not much has happened today. I have a lot of questions I really want to ask Pat, but I don't know how to go about it. I am scared that he is going to think that I am just invading his privacy. I am really not, I just wanted to know some truths. I want to know who Annie is and when he did what was said on his phone. It makes me nervous to think about it and makes my heart race. I don't know why I let myself get so worked up over this crap. I really shouldn't but I guess I love him. I tried to let myself be alright whenever we were broken up, but it never worked out that way. I was always thinking about him and thinking about all the mistakes I had made. Even though I really should have been focused on myself and my life, about how to make my life better. I am doing that now though, but I still feel weak. Maybe my grandmother was right, maybe I DO need a man in my life. That's what frustrates me so badly about this world. So many people still view women under men. Like they can't support themselves without a men, all that ridiculous shit. I just don't get it.
I have thought about proving to her that I don't as well as the rest of the world. But deep down, I just don't give a shit what people think. Everyone is entitled to their opinions, but when they try to bash their ideas on others, that is when they are crossing the line.
Well this post just ended up being babbles.. I guess I don't have much to say today.
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I don't know about this Annie situation, but it doesn't sound like a good deal. I'm sorry you have had to go through so much lately.
ReplyDeleteYeah, people pushing their opinions on others really is annoying, I know what you mean. And it isn't necessarily that you NEED a man, it's just that the comfort of a man is so nice, it is a want just as much as a need, right?
Hell, it doesn't even have to be a man. It's just nice to know that you love someone and they love you back. Whether its platonic or romantic or whatever.